My how your heart is opening! This is glorious.

Keenan dear, I have always been like this, at least stretching back to around two years back. Those who have the eyes to see and the ears to hear can see and hear. :)

My friend and teacher, the joy is from the HEART, and your head is now "in your heart"!

I don't know how to explain it. You know a glass, right? When you pour water in it? The water hits the bottom of the glass and rises up as much as you put water in there. Same.

The "liquid joy" hit my feet and has been rising up, until it is overflowing out of my head. "My cup runneth over." I now know what that means.

It really feels rather liquid. It is like an ocean, and I am just swimming the backstroke. :)

Hardly surprising. Mahaprabhu said that this will happen to people who follow His teachings.

Isn't that the divine madness of Krishna and Radha for each other? It is the divine craziness that you are feeling,

A different craziness I am feeling. It is known as vipralambha-bhava, the feeling of separation, and is the highest spiritual concept ever given to mankind. Vaishnavas should work hard to reveal it to the world. It is a shame that so few know about it.

This always happens to me sometimes. There are three reasons why: Either I am being prepared for my consciousness to hit the "next level", or He is just releasing the tension from me. Either way I always enjoy it! Anyone can experience it. Wanna know how?

I could feel the Love and great Joy emanating from there.

No intellect is needed. Just open. :)

If you want to discuss it, I will be more than willing to. I love to talk about Chaitanya and Nitai. I can talk about Them 24 hours a day, 365 days a year and STILL it is not enough.

I have always felt like a Krishna-worshipper (God of Love) long before I knew what it was.

That's great, but you must accept Him as He IS, the Supreme Personality of Godhead, above all. Anything less, and the path is diverted. I'll help you out. Ask away.:)

are you really "dying" physically, or just in spirit?

The joy that I am feeling is "killing" me with it's sweet pain. It is making me feel physically weak a little yes, but I am waiting to see what happens. Maybe Mahaprabhu is calling me. Never mind, I shall go gladly.